Clever girl...

My one indulgence of the day, yes cheese. Although I should probably cut muffins out of the diet, as those are usually considered to be a dessert-like item. Anywho, I started this Monday on this diet thing and have been sticking to it suprisingly well. I weighed myself on Monday and I was 123 lbs. Today I am 121.2. (If it's relevant I'm 5'7") Just hoping I won't get stuck and hit a plateau. Maybe if I start publishing what I eat every day it will give me more incentive to not eat as much...Damn I am clever! I should probably clarify what my goals are and why. Well, this summer I'm going on vacation with the folks and my bf for about 12 days and I want to be able to wear shorts without poking at my thighs like a dead animal every time I sit down. I would also just love to feel good in whatever I wear, I hate having to be choosy about which leggings or jeans I should wear according to my "skinny days" and my "fat days". I want every day to be a skinny day and I want to be fabulous, yes fabulous. And damn it I don't want to have to squish myself into my double zeros day after day. I want all of my jeans to be double zeros and not have this muffin top, or a lack of space between my thighs. It's emberassing. I'm literally scared of wearing shorts right now, and as the weather warms up, I know the coming heat will call for them. Stripping me of my loose leggings and sweaters, and stuffing me back into short shorts and tank tops. I can't have myself jiggling all over, emberassing myself and my bf. So here is the start of that journey, my progress.